John 4 ~
She has always been this wondrous thing, this marvel of marvels, this woman at the well. Her story, we do know a few of the sordid details. Things were not as they ought to have been ~ the whispering, wagging tongues toted that tale all over town. This woman at the well, all the women did know and all the wagging tongues did tell ~ she was not as she was suppose to be. And all the whispering women make this woman at the well all the more wondrous. She was not as she was suppose to be.
She went alone to the well that day, quite possibly to avoid all the finger wagging women. She went alone to the well and she would learn a thing or two about true, living water.
The world constantly reminded woman at the well that she was not what she ought to be.
Five husbands and now another. Adulterer.
But, He met her there at the well. What a Wonder. Taking a cup of water from an adulterer. He certainly is the Wonder of the world.
I too know the long stares, the whispering, wagging tongues. I was, I am not what I ought to be. I do and did know better, but yet, I have faltered.
And I too have walked to many wells, alone. So wanting to avoid the whispering, the murmurings. Solitary sinner, woman at the well. I know this place oh so well. And that is why she and He, are such a beautiful wonder at the well.
Solitary sinner could not handle another long stare so she ventured out into solitude. And this wayward woman would meet the Wonder of the world at that well.
The Wonder of the world. He met her that day, He purposed a path to meet this solitary sinner for He desired, intended to share His saving grace with solitary sinner.
Oh, the church does whisper about the woman at the well. We tell her sordid story, we sip coffee over her every slip, her mis-step.
But, the Wonder of the world does not whisper, He simply meets with woman at the well. And He tells her a new tale ~ a tale of silenced murmurings and offered mercy.
The Wonder and the woman at the well. Oh, fantasy turned reality. Wonder and the woman at the well.
He is so sweet to taste, after long droughts of thirst. And after the parched throat swallowing down all the whisperings, the murmurings ~ now the sweet of His offered living water. Soothing balm to her parched lips and cracking throat.
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I sat there silenced. The priest covered in ink and with a few sordid stories of his own, he said these words that silenced my soul, chilled me to the bone. "We know there are many Christian women seeking abortions because they can not face the shame from the church. Pastor fathers taking daughters to kill grand babies because they can not face the shame given by congregations."
I sat, silence sinking like ice into my soul.
What have we done? Oh sweet Jesus, what have we done to the woman at the well? The solitary sinner. What have we done to You?
Babies murdered because they know no mercy will be offered. What have we done?
I sat, silence sinking into my solitary sinner soul.
I have been sordid sinner sitting solitary. And, I am certainly sure I have been murmuring member of the "body" offering shame rather than mercy. Oh, what have I done?
Savior slips me back into the details of that day. Slips me into the sordid story and shows again how Savior meets with sinners. And He tells me, this is as you are to do ~
You go into the highways and byways, to the wells where solitary sinners sit and languish lonely over their unquenchable thirst. You offer them living water, not judgmental whisperings. You extend a hand of mercy, not condemning murmurings. They have faltered.
And I do so deeply remember the day at the well He met with me in all of my failings, all of my faltering. You met me there and revealed to me the Wonder of the world.
I remember, I am woman at the well and I am whispering woman as well ~ I have been both and You met me anyway. Oh, the Wonder of the world.
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Often the church can be merciful to the lost but surely merciless to our own. "Well, she knew better." And certainly to be true ~ I knew better and yet, I still stumbled. And the church was brutal in their pummeling in my stumbling. And yet, I have turned at times and said the same words, "Well, she should have known better." Oh, the hypocrisy in one soul can be terribly frightening.
But, I wondered at this maxim of ours, 'They knew better,' as we throw a few stones at the sinner. The sinner who knew better, raised in a Christian home, has a faith foundation ~ how dare they falter! I wonder at our stones and our justifications.
That day at the well, with the woman whom sat alone to avoid the whisperings ~ she said this thing, ". . . our father Jacob . . . Sir, I perceive that You are a prophet. Our fathers worship here . . . " And then she said this, "I know that Messiah is coming . . . He will tell us all things." (vs 12, 19, 25)
This woman at the well whom sat with the Wonder of our world ~ she certainly knew a thing or two of the faith. Our father, Jacob. Our fathers worship. Here we have one who "knew," she knew better. She knew the lingo, the vernacular of our religiosity ~ prophets and such! She "knew" better! Woman at the well, "knew better."
I held my breath ~ certain that my Wonder would throw no stones. But, she knew better. And I sat as woman at the well, adulterer with those sordid six affairs, that solitary sinner. But, yet I stood a few feet away with stone in hand. You see, I have been both ~ solitary sinner with all the sordid stories and I have been the stone thrower as well.
And my Wonder, has been neither. I have been both.
I watched from both angles ~ saying not a word, taking not a breath.
What would the Wonder of the world do? She certainly knew better, should I toss Him a stone? But, solitary sinner aches for a gentle touch, a kind word. I have certainly been, am still today ~ both.
Saying not a word, watching breathlessly. As both, I can not see what the answer should be.
But, He does this thing, this marvelous thing. The kindest thing I think I have ever seen. To solitary sinner sitting at the well our Wonder reveals Himself as Savior for the first time ever! There are no stones and yet, the sin He does not condone. Rather He reveals Truth and peels back the veil from a mystery of the ages and He reveals Himself to that woman at the well! Woman whom went alone to the avoid the whisperings and He met her and for the first time as we know ~ He declares Himself as Messiah! (vs 26)
It is quite unfathomable. Sordid stories received no blows by stones. Her sin was not condoned but Wonder of the world threw no stones that day or any other day.
His response was all mercy and goodness. The kindest thing I have ever seen.
Romans 2:4 ~ "for the goodness of God leads us to repentance."
As woman at the well and the stone thrower ~ I witnessed the kindness thing I have ever seen.
He reveals mystery untold that day at the well. To solitary sinner with all the sordid stories.
To the church it was unthinkable, unconscionable and unacceptable to even pass a word with such a woman. And yet, He offers mystery revealed and living water to that woman at the well.
And all our maxims about, "knowing better" and "faith foundations" ~ our justifications as we lob a stone, or pass a rumor, or isolate a sinner whom "should have known better"? Well, I see with stone in my hand ~ we are just solitary sinners with stones. All one in the same ~ sinners who have faltered ~ all who have but one Savior. And our Savior never throws stones at a sinner.
A woman at a well or a woman walking into a clinic. What would the Wonder of the world say?
"I who speak to you am He." Your Messiah. Your Savior. Your Living Water. (vs 26)
And the truth that she "knew better" is no matter. He came to save sinners and we ALL are such.
Church can we lay down the stones? Never throw at each other? She faltered, she fell. She knew better, but that was no matter. He saves us all the same.
Oh Jesus, our Wonder of the world ~ forgive us for the tiny ones lost for the Mamas who could not face the shame we gave.
Oh Jesus, forgive us our sordid stories and our stones thrown. You, Savior offer nothing but goodness that causes repentance.
That day at the well. From both perspectives. I saw Him do the kindest thing I have ever seen.
Cause us to do the same Jesus!